Heavy

I am getting heavier, but how I wish that it's my weight.

I am getting heavier; I've been gaining but the more I gain, the more I lose.

I am getting heavier; I'd laugh, eat, or even drink about it, but that's just a pinhole that lets some steam to whistle off.

I am getting heavier; and now even my daily workout's not working.

I'm getting heavier; The rants and the jabs are just tiny glimpses to the whole picture, but nobody would like to see that picture. Not anymore.

I'm getting heavier; It seems like I'm just deteriorating myself. Perhaps, but the situation's too much, that this becomes the lesser evil.

I'm getting heavier, and parts of me are failing.